Confusion
Sunday, December 16, 2012 | 2:38 AM | 0 comments
Assalamualaikum
Hi girls. Pernah dengar tak perkataan "Pemberi Harapan Palsu" ? Now read this letter :
Hi EIMAN. I'm glad you have this blog. I just want to share my feelings. I feel dumb. The boy is one of my crush. Yeah, I've aloooooott of crushes. Haha. Now back to the confession. For me, this boy is just like my other boy friends. We talk, we eat, we dance, we sing together just like that. Then i don't know why... One day, he confess his feeling towards me. And i felt "Well, nevermind then. He's my friend then why should i deny his confession." My mind said "Being that, we can always keep in touch. And be more friendly like crazy together or what..." But, it's not like what i'm thinking. Both of us having this relationship for a half by month. On 25 November we're ends. Why ? Because he said "I love my girl friend more than you." What will you feel when you're boy friend has another girl before you. He's totally insane ! Then i feel like okay, i left you but no worries, i will come back with revenge. Day after day. Time passed away. I just can't get him out of my mind still. One day, he asked me if i want went out with him on that night. I was like "Yess, Time to revenged." But he treats me very well. I hate him. But at the other side, i love him... So much.. I don't know what should i do. I totally don't know. Thanks Eiman. For being a good listener. Ps: Could you post my email at your blog ? I'm totally appreciate that :]
Yaa. Itu dia. Tahu tak Lelaki Pemberi Harapan Palsu ni, memang sepatutnya dah pupus sejak zaman dulu tau. Nampak apa yang di-Underlined- disitu ? ITU lah yang patut kita elakkan. Kita perempuan kan. Sepatutnya kita berfikir dua atau tiga puluh kali. Kemungkinan dia adalah sahabat kita. Tapi ada kita fikir, kalau dia sahabat kenapa dia luahkan perasaan tu ? Dan kenapa kita harus terima ? Tak semestinya setiap orang yang confess kita harus terima. Tidak. Mereka beritahu kita bukan untuk suruh kita terima dengan hati terbuka, sebaiknya kita berfikir secara matang. Kenapa ? Akibatnya akan membuat kita sendiri sengsara. Kita tidak mahu, orang orang cakap kita ni PLAYER. atau paling teruk PELACUR. Slut lah kan kalau dalam bahasa inggeris. Sepatutnya, kita fikir dulu sebelum nak pilih. Nak ke kita update status sepanjang masa, hujungnya orang akan kata "Cari publisiti lah tu." Yaa... Kononnnyaa. Hmm, So for this Jess, be careful when choosing your mate :D